The raving derelict sometimes, continually shouting
and mumbling
and stuttering
about the end of the world and
his lot in life and
the low low prices at home depot.
Rebellion against commercialism,
though he hates all the hippies sitting on wall street right now.
We are the all American anti-everything,
taking a stand against whatever you can think of,
waving our flag and yelling
we are mad as hell and we don't know why.
But the mad is really just a cover
for the sad, and sad doesn't sell t-shirts.
The sad don't protest.
The sad don't make a scene.
They sit at home and
drink a beer and
watch tv with the sound off because
if they hear one more goddamn ad
about some new medication that
they absolutely need with
a million side effects they
will break down and cry.
That is what he feels, overwhelmingly sometimes,
coming from our damned human race.
Each age seems to have their emotion.
The 60's were angry.
Now we are just all blinded by sadness,
stumbling around
with our hands out and
our eyes shut and
our mouths wide open.
Waiting for someone else to shove food in.
Cursing the television for its stupidity,
while still blindly following its every word.
We don't trust or
believe or
love anymore
and those that do
feel guilty for it
because their private happiness
is something that is so rare.
So so rare.